But let's
now move this scenario one step further. Let's
assume that having lingered at the table, you
decide, instead of making a mind bet, to really
bet that $1,000 on the next roll of the dice.
Let's assume that there's a $1,000 limit at that
table, so this can be done. Now you don't know
what the next roll of the dice will be. It may
not be a 6. It could be anything.
So there's the picture. You put down $1,000 in
cash on the don't pass and say (in a weak voice)
"cash plays." The box man looks you
over, and so do the dealer and all the players
around you. You're a really high roller, socking
that amount down in cash suddenly.
The shooter shakes the dice and prepares to roll.
At this point, we can tell you just what's happening
inside you. Your heart is beating so fast that
you're dizzy. You imagine that everyone can see
it pounding through your chest. You're tingling,
your whole body is alive, and yet you feel weak
in the legs. You've just put yourself into a most
thrilling and exciting situation, because you've
allowed yourself to be at the mercy of your anxieties.
Now we don't have to tell you that this isn't
the way to gamble intelligently. But many people
do it this way. They bet, not with their whole
cash bankroll at one time, but they wager way
over their heads with money they can't afford
to lose so suddenly, and it does make for thrilling
action. It's also thrilling to jump from a cliff
with a parachute that you don't quite know how
to operate, and it's super thrilling to go up
in a plane and sky-dive without any lessons.
But is that what gambling should be about-this
heart-stopping thrill of anxiety? No way. That's
destructiveness, insanity, or whatever you want
to call it. Sure, it's thrilling standing there,
with every cent you brought with you resting on
the craps layout, waiting for the throw of the
dice, but if the next call of the stickman was
"7, winner on the pass line, pay the front
line," and you watched your $1,000 being
snatched away, then the anxiety level will peak
with ringing in the ears, the heart pounding even
harder, the legs rubbery. What are you going to
do now? There's a wan smile on your face as you
stagger away from the table, trying to put up
a brave front as everyone watches you, wondering
who the hell you are, and shaking their heads
at your loss. By now the coffee shop won't interest
you; the bacon and eggs or lox and bagel are the
last things you want. What you need is a tranquilizer.
All you can think about is getting out of the
casino and out of Vegas and going home.